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And how about work? Have you been able to get through the workday without that kind of feeling of panic that sort of sends you to the ladies room to regroup?

No, it's still pretty bad because I'll be doing okay and then I get texts from her. I just, I mean, it's like constant over like little things.

Like I pull up my phone and there's a selfie of my stepdaughter like sticking her lips out like, "How's this color look, mom? Do I look sexy?"

And that, what do you do with that? If I don't respond, I'm a terrible mom. If I do respond, is that weird? And I don't have **** so I'm just like, and how do you ask your friends?

So I feel very alone, very alienated. Like I don't know if it's normal or if there's something like not right.